1.Here
作詞：Jon Pka Vast Crosby
Where do I put the shame？
It feels like a broken toy
I can't play with anymore
Where do I put the hate？
To a pixelated screen
I can't watch anymore
All I know is that I'm here
Drifting somewhere in the vast
Somewhere in eternity
And I never want to leave
Where do I put the books？
There's so many I could read
But they all are filled with lies
Where do I put the lies？
There's so many I could say
But it seems they're in the books
I have faith that you're out there
Living high up in the vast
Somewhere in eternity
And you're never going to leave
Have I been telling lies to myself？
Hold me now, you know I am so afraid to be at all
Have I been telling lies to myself？
Hold me now, you know I am so afraid to love at all
I looked up and I saw the moon
Is it the same one that betrayed you？
I looked up and I saw my place
I looked in and I felt no hate
Where do I put the love？
Oh, where do I put the love？
Yeah, where do I put the love？
2.Pretty When You Cry
作詞：Crosby Jon
You're made of my rib, oh baby
You're made of my sin
And I cant tell where your lust ends
And where your love begins
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you
I didn't want to hurt you
But you're pretty when you cry
And the moon gives me permission
And I enter through her eyes
She's losing her virginity
And all her will to compromise
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you
I didn't want to hurt you
But you're pretty when you cry
I didn't want to fuck you baby
I didn't want to fuck you
I didn't want to fuck you
But you're pretty when you're mine
I didn't really love you baby
I didn't really love you
I didn't really love you
But I'm pretty when I lie
You hurt me baby
I hurt you baby
If you knew how much I love you
You would run away
But when I treat you bad
It always makes you want to stay, hey
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you baby
How can you do this to me now？
How can you do this to me now？
How can you do this to me now？
3.Touched
作詞：Crosby Jon
Touched, you say that I am too
So much of what you say is true
I'll never find someone quite like you again
I'll never find someone quite like you, like you
The razors and the dying roses
Plead I don't leave you alone
The demi-gods and hungry ghosts
Oh God, God knows I'm not at home
I'll never find someone quite like you again
I'll never find someone quite like you again
I, I looked into your eyes and saw
A world that does not exist
I looked into your eyes and saw
A world I wish I was in
I'll never find someone quite as touched as you
I'll never love someone quite the way that I loved you
4.Free
作詞：Jon Crosby
It's time to laugh, it's time to cry
It's time to be what you need to be
It won't be long till they are gone
And we can be what we want to be
I wanna run from everything
Everything that holds me down
Nothing to win, nothing to lose
You can't tell me what to do anymore
You can't tell me what to do anymore
Now I'm free, now I'm free, now I'm free
I'm gonna run, I'm gonna win
I'm gonna do what I need to do
'Cause it's time to be what I need to be
It's time to be what I need to be
You can't tell me what to do anymore
You can't tell me what to do anymore
Now I'm free, now I'm free, now I'm free
I want to hold air in my hand
Own the one thing you can't buy
Nothing to win, nothing to lose
It's time to be what I need to be
I'm gonna run from every thing
Everything that holds me down
Nothing to win, nothing to lose
It's time to be what I need to be
You can't tell me what to do anymore
You can't tell me what to do anymore
You can't tell me what to do anymore
Now I'm free, now I'm free, now I'm free
5.I Don't Have Anything
作詞：Crosby Jon
I stood on mountaintops
That overlooked the world
I can't find anything
Except a void inside
I went to places where
I could forget your name
I can't find anything
Except a void inside
I don't have anything
Because I don't have you
I don't have anything
What can I buy
To make the sky turn blue again？
Where can I go
To feel like I'm alive again？
Show me the places
Where I can forget your name
I can't find anything
Except a void inside
I don't have anything
Because I don't have you
I don't have anything
I've been stripped of everything
Except some flesh that bleeds
And I've been robbed of everything
Except a soul, except a soul that needs you, sweet you
I don't have anything
Because I don't have you
I don't have anything
6.Dirty Hole
作詞：Jon Pka Vast Crosby
I saw the gravestones
I saw 9-year old boys
Somehow I knew they hated me
You can live as long as you want to live
Lately all I want
Is to be in your hole
Sleep without a dream
As cold as it seems
It's my destiny
How many men have been
In your sacred hole？
(How many dead men, God？)
As I spread her thighs
My life flashes before my eyes
Soothing, disturbing
I'm intoxicated with fear
How many men have died
In your dirty hole？
How many men lay dead
From this killing hole？
7.I'm Dying
作詞：Jon Pka Vast Crosby
Jesus Christ
Are you the Son of God？
I want to know
You ask that I believe
Not one day goes by
That I don't compromise
Your love for the cold
Love of the world
It's killing me
Through my own evil pride
Not one day goes by
That I don't know that I'm dyin'
Jesus Christ
Are you the Savior of the world？
I want to see
But I still believe
Not one day goes by
That I don't realize
I know that no one
Will ever know
Where the flowers go
When they are gone
Not one day goes by
That I don't know that I'm dyin
I want to say
You all are too
I want to say
You all are too
I want to say
I want to say
You all are too
8.Flames
作詞：Jon Pka Vast Crosby
Close your eyes
Let me touch you now
Let me give you something
That is real
Close the door
Leave your fears behind
Let me give you
What you're giving me
You are the only thing
That makes me want to live at all
When I am with you
There's no reason to pretend that
When I am with you
I feel flames again
Just put me inside you
I would never ever leave
Just put me inside you
I would never ever leave you
9.Temptation
作詞：Crosby Jon
I went in the desert
I went searching for the truth
I stumbled across you
And I know you're not the truth
I went in the ocean
I went looking for some love
All I found is that I found
I haven't found enough
I stand alone now, I stand alone
But can you save me from myself？
You are my temptation
You are my temptation
To do what I knew is wrong
You are my temptation
You are my temptation
To do what I knew is wrong
What I knew is wrong was you
I stand alone now, I stand alone
Can you save me from myself？ Oh, please
They've been killing children
And nobody seems to care
They've been laughing at my God
My God, I wouldn't dare
You are my temptation
You are my temptation
You are my temptation
You are my temptation
You are my temptation
You are my temptation
10.Three Doors
作詞：Jon Pka Vast Crosby
They whisper the words into my ears
One speaks of truth and one speaks of my fears
My disabilities don't get in my way
I look to the future and live day to day
Three doors to go through
I only want the one that leads to you
They say there's three doors to go through
I only want the one that leads to you
Because only one leads to you
And who's to blame？
I could assume loneliness in my white room
I saw the circles inside the squares
And yet it can be so hard to be aware
Three doors to go through
I only want the one that leads to you
They say there's three doors to go through
I only want the one that leads to you
Because only one leads to you
This is your only chance at immortality
I'll give you strength
But I cannot give you the keys
This is your only chance at immortality
I'll give you strength
But I cannot give you, cannot give you the keys
This is your only chance at immortality
I'll give you strength
But I cannot give you the keys
Three doors to go through
I only want the one that leads to you
They say there's three doors to go through
I only want the one that leads to you
Because only one leads to you
11.The Niles Edge
作詞：Jon Pka Vast Crosby
My name spells joy
I can't remember darkness
Except a dream
You saved my life
Do you wonder what you saw？
Floating softly at the Niles edge
Alone, alone
Wandering eyes
Commitments never can last
It feels so cold
To know our name
I've never known you
And I never will
What difference does
Indifference takes
Do you regret what you saw？
Floating softly at the Niles edge
Alone, alone
Do you regret, regret what you did？
Running softly, softly from the Niles edge
Alone, alone
12.You
作詞：Jon Crosby
Your dress looks good on you my love
And your house looks like it's heaven
Why are there so many people outside of it
Everything you have will be
Oh, you can't take anything with you except the love
The love I have for you
Your eyes look like they're from God
And your face looks like it's from God
Why are you going to be outside eternity？
Everything we know will be
Oh, you can't take anything with you except the love
The love I have for you
I know you want to
13.Somewhere Else to Be
作詞：Jon Pka Vast Crosby
Every time that I cry out
No one ever comes to me
Every time that I reach out
No one ever rescues me
I wish I could hide from everyone
Is there somewhere else to be？
Is there somewhere else to be？
Take me in I want out that's all I need
I wish I could run from everything
Is there somewhere else to be？
Is there somewhere else to be？
Take me in I want out that's all I need
14.The Last One Alive
作詞：Jon Crosby
There's a place, not that far from here
Where people go, when their dreams have died
As I walk, from these faceless streets
I must be the last one alive
Where are you, you're not with me
Numb my mind with a fantasy
Watching people live and die on screen
Where are you, you're not with me
Where are you, I'm free
You left me high and dry, it changed me
You lied to me, now I am angry
And if the sun comes in your room
And awakens you from your vanity
You won't find me 'cause I'll be on top
A mountain pissing on your grave
There's a place from where I just arrived
And I escaped the last one alive
Yeah, where are you, you're not with me
Yeah, where are you, I'm free
You left me high and dry, it changed me
You lied to me, now I am angry
And if the sun comes in your room
And awakens you from your vanity
You wont find me 'cause I'll be on top
A mountain pissing on your grave
15.The Gates Of Rock 'N' Roll
Vast
Miscellaneous
The Gates Of Rock 'N' Roll
Take me to the places
You keep secret
Into a land of fur and diamonds
In my mind
There's a girl I'd like to love
And there's some things I'd like to say
To who is gonna hear
The gates of rock-n-roll
Will never close on me
The gates of rock-n-roll
Will never close on me
Take me to your mansions
Way beyond the gates
I will do anything to get there
You know I will
There's a man I'd like to be
And there's some things I'd like to say
To who is gonna hear
There's a girl I'd like to love
And there's some things I'd like to say
To who is gonna hear
The gates of rock-n-roll
Will never close on me
The gates of rock-n-roll
Will never close on me
16.What Else Do I Need
作詞：Crosby Jon
I don't mind that I have come back here again
In a place so far away from normal life
They are racing to a prison, they will never leave
Worshiping a system, I just don't believe
I could stay right here
And never ever leave
What else do I need
I know that you don't like me, that's alright today
I love you but you bore me, don't fuck up my day
'Cause I could stay right here
And never ever leave
What else do I need
I could stay right here
And never ever leave
What else do I need
People worry that I don't do anything
I think they really wonder why I'm not like them
They are racing to a prison, they will never leave
Worshiping a system, I just don't believe
'Cause I could stay right here
And never ever leave
What else do I need
I could stay right here
And never ever leave
What else do I need
What else do I need
What else do I need
Yeah, what else do I need
What else do I need
17.Blue
Vast
Miscellaneous
Blue
Will you turn my mind away from
Everything that I haven't done
Hope is falling away from me
Hope is falling away from me
Lets go down with the ship
Lets slip into oblivion
Lets go down with the ship
Lets slip into, lets slip into
The blue
Will you turn my mind away from
Everything that I haven't done
Hope is falling away from me
Hope is falling away from me
Lets go down with the ship
Lets slip into oblivion
Lets go down with the ship
Lets slip into, lets slip into
The blue
18.Land of Shame
作詞：Jon Crosby
Looking out my window staring
At the things that I can't see
If I listen closely
I can hear, I can hear, I can hear a dying dream
I'm wrapped up in the warmth
Of an unforgiving mind
I'm on vacation
In another time
And we can thank the TV
We can thank the men of old
For this legacy of hate
Somehow, somehow they have sold
I'm wrapped up in the warmth
Of an unforgiving game
I'm on vacation
In the land of shame
When the pigs are flying
And it's freezing cold in hell
Maybe we'll forgive the children, baby
Only time can tell, yeah, yeah
If I listen closely
I can hear, I can hear, I can hear a dying dream
I'm on vacation
In the land of shame
We'll be alone together
In a world we call our own
We'll be alone together
In a place that doesn't feel like home, yeah, yeah
I can hear, I can hear, I can hear a dying dream
Dying dream
Dying dream
Dying dream
We'll be alone together
In a world we call our own
We'll be alone together
In a place that doesn't feel like home
We'll be alone together
In a world we call our own
We'll be alone together
In a place that doesn't feel like home
We'll be alone together
We'll leave this land of shame
19.A Better Place
Vast
Miscellaneous
A Better Place
Days, how many days
Do I have until
I am set free to a better place
A place of love
A place of no tomorrow's
Release me from this need i have of me
Hours, how many hours
Do I have until
I am set free to a better place
A place of no misery
Release me from this need I have of me
When will you believe me
When I say these things to you
No one likes a liar baby
No one at all
When will you receive me
When I say these things to you
No one likes a liar baby
No one at all
I guess I have something to look forward to
I guess I have something to look forward to
When will you believe me
When I say these things to you
No one likes a liar baby
No one at all
When will you receive me
When I say these things to you
No one likes a liar baby
No one at all
No one likes a liar baby
No one at all
20.Song Without A Name
作詞：Jon Crosby
There is a song without a name
It comes to heal your pain
It comes with nothing else but love
No girls are dancing at my feet
No suits are here to meet
The phone is ringing but I'm gone
You take me higher
Than anything else before
You take me higher
Than anything else before
I waited hours for this
And now I watch it fade
This moment that we share
Will always slip away
I need to run away from you, from me
You take me higher
Than anything else before
You take me higher
Than anything else before
There's no walls between us now
Except the ones we bring
To hide the grace
That we do not want to see
And I waited for hours for this
Now I watch it fade
This moment that we share
Will always, always slip away
You take me higher
Than anything else before
You take me higher
Than anything else before
21.We Will Meet Again
Vast
Miscellaneous
We Will Meet Again
Where have you gone
My love my friend
Somewhere without the rain
I feel afraid now, I feel alone
Will we meet again
Can you recall what we once knew
Somewhere without the pain
I feel afraid now, but not alone
We will meet again
I can't hear your voice
But you know I feel your soul
I can't hear your voice
But you know I feel your soul
Where have you gone
My love my friend
Somewhere without any pain
I'm not afraid now I'm not alone
We will meet again
22.My TV and You
作詞：Crosby Jon
My TV and you, it's the only place to be
Nothing else to do, nothing else to see
A room without a view has so much for me and you
I was born to stare at stars on ceiling walls
It's all I need, it's all I ever needed
Until the world is gone
Take me how I am 'cause you know I'll never change
I was born to stare at who stares back at me
If I make it up to that big show in the sky
All I really want is my TV and you
It's all I need, it's all I ever needed
Until the world is gone
It's all I need, it's all I ever needed
Well, for life is gone
It's all I need, it's all I ever needed
Well, for life is gone
23.Lady Of My Dreams
(instrumental)
24.Free／Zulu
作詞：Oleta Adams
It's time to laugh, it's time to cry
It's time to be what you need to be
It won't be long till they are gone
And we can be what we want to be
I'm gonna run from everything
Everything that holds me down
Nothing to win, nothing to lose
You can't tell me what to do anymore
You can't tell me what to do anymore
Now I'm free, now I'm free, now I'm free
I'm gonna run, I'm gonna win
I'm gonna do what I need to do
'Cause it's time to be what I need to be
It's time to be what I need to be
You can't tell me what to do anymore
You can't tell me what to do anymore
Now I'm free, now I'm free, now I'm free
I want to hold air in my hand
Own the one thing you can't buy
Nothing to win, nothing to lose
It's time to be what I need to be
I'm gonna run from everything
Everything that holds me down
Nothing to win, nothing to lose
It's time to be what I need to be
You can't tell me what to do anymore
You can't tell me what to do anymore
You can't tell me what to do anymore
Now I'm free, now I'm free, now I'm free
25.Frog
作詞：Jon Crosby
Hopping through the rain forest
Escaping the fire like all the rest
Trying to keep my species alive
Looking for lilies and tasty flies
My legs are pumping as fast as they need to
My legs are drying as quick as glue
I look at the sun for one of my kind
I am a frog and I have a mind
You sold me out, you sold me out
Yeah, I was a frog and now I am a song
Less and less of us everyday
The humans have screwed us the human way
Trees are falling without a sound
Into a river where they drown
You sold me out, you sold me out
Yeah, I was a frog and now I am a song
And I'm running just to be
Yeah, I'm hoping you'll kiss me
I used to be alive
Less and less of us everyday
The humans screwed the human way
Trees are falling without a sound
Into a river where they drown
You sold me out, you sold me out
Yeah, I was a frog and now I am a song
26.That's My Boy
That's my boy
American son
Hope I'm not around when he gets the idea to buy a gun
There's our boy
America's gone
Hope we're not to blame when he gets the idea to kill someone
Have you ever really loved someone？
The flag's been broken
By an enemy
Raised on mtv, raised on you and me
Gone
Yeah it's gone
The land I have known in my youth
Yeah it's gone and it's never coming back
Where's our saviour
Not looking for a sign
Just want something to clean
The blood from my numb and weary mind
27.Candle
Just take this candle
its the one you gave to me
it has enough light,
just enough to torture me
just take this candle
its the one you gave to me
i left you crying at the altar of your mind
before you let the world mess up your soul
i lit the candle used to light your hair on fire
i left you dying in the shelter of your mind
before you let the world mess up your soul
try to be the girl you once were
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