1.Myself
If life was a game, could I win in the end？
And if I was sane, would I fuck it up all over again？
These questions and answers can help me redefine myself
And I thank your open ears for all the help
(no more shit)
It's what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself
If I stay the same, how long will I last？
Yet if I change will I still just be alone and typecast？
Professional answers cant help me to design myself
So I thank your open arms for all their help
(no more shame)
It's what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself
Caressing gateways of the mind
Over, enter through spaces time
Heals wounds inspiring gifts of light
Inside myself just need some time
(just need some time to myself)
To figure it out, cause I've got no doubt
That when my dreams come true it's because of you
And the fact that I let you
(No, no, more shame)
It's what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself
Caressing gateways of our minds
Over, enter through spaces time
Heals wounds inspiring gifts of light
2.Art
Occasionally I feel like
the walls around are closing in on me
Physically I feel sometimes I need seclusion to be free
The irony at last I see reality is my perception
And my personality is my reflection
I must eliminate and change yesterday's
Yesterday's pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday's
Yesterday's pains today
I need to be set free from the smiles
that are scarring my skin sarcastically
And cuz I seems to comfort and freeze in full around me mentally
The irony at last I see reality is my deception
And my personality is my deflection
Can I make it？
I must eliminate and change yesterday's
Yesterday's pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday's
Yesterday's pains today
Can I make it？
I'll try
Can I take it？
I'll try
I've finally healed my wounds
and healing the next thing and pouring out of me
The precious success becoming apparently a bigger part of me
I'm looking back at the things I cant remove the past
Ok with me
The future is brighter than I could imagine it to be…
I must eliminate and change yesterday's
Yesterday's pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday's
Yesterday's pains today
3.Everything
Grown up an only child
One parent home
I was spoiled and doubted not trusted
Neglected by others around
You saved…
You saved me
You were the only one
There for me loved me
Dearly treated and supported me
right through then thick and the thin
You saved…
You saved me
Look at me now
I hope you're proud
You're everything to me
Taught me to be myself
Showed independent help along through struggles
made it work ourselves just a mother and child
You saved…
You saved me
Look at me now
I hope you're proud
You're everything to me
Look at me now
I hope you're proud
You're everything to me
Look at me now
I hope you're proud
You're everything to me
4.Poem
Overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins
In an hour I'll be ok
I pray this pain will go away permanently someday
I'VE seen more than...
I should have to...
I'VE seen this on my own
This song is a,
Poem to myself,
It helps me to live...
In case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
And move on into your own...
Reoccurring drowning effect entrenching my brain,
I hope you'll be ok someday,
So I can say that you moved on in the right way...
WE'VE seen this and
WE'VE breathed this and
WE'VE lived this on our own...
This song is a,
Poem to myself,
It helps me to live...
In case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
And move on into your own...
This song is a,
Poem to myself,
It helps me to live...
In case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
And move on into your own...
Your own...
BREAK...
This song is a,
Poem to myself,
It helps me to live...
In case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
And move on into your own...
This song is a,
Poem to myself,
It helps me to live...
In case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
And move on into your own...
Your own
Your own
YOUR OWN
5.Mine
When I look into your eyes, you help me realign
Ensure me of just how to be myself inside
I'm in control of everything
It's taking time but that's ok
I can bring you to my side
You're my blessing in disguise
You're mine (You're mine)
You're my blessing in disguise
You're my blessing in disguise
You make me realize
Just how and where I want to be
Years from now
When my focal point is set
When my focal point is set
I'm something I know I'll get
It's not a question of how but more of when
You are one commodity
The choice is mine and mine for keeps
I can bring you to my side
When I look into your eyes, you help me realign
You're my blessing in disguise
You're mine (You're mine)
You're my blessing in disguise
You're my blessing in disguise
You make me realize
Just how and where I want to be
Years from now
When my focal point is set
When I look into your eyes, you help me realign
And show me just where my dedication lies
I'm in control of everything it's taking toll but that's ok
I can bring you to my side
You're my blessing in disguise
You're mine (You're mine)
You're my blessing in disguise
You're my blessing in disguise
You make me realize
Just how and where I want to be
Years from now
When my focal point is set
You're my blessing in disguise
You make me realize
Just how and where I want to be
Years from now
When my focal point is set
You make me realize
Just how and where I want to be
You're my blessing in disguise
6.When
Can't seem to find myself in the smoke filled room again
The lesson of being bored and naive so I've been told
It's just my own problem
That I succumb from the bottom
Looking up at the reflection above of those below
Yea well I know, there's no point in rushing
I'll get my change when
The time is right
I'll get mine
in no time
I want to shine
With you by my side
When is how…
I hide away
I push myself on everyday
The lesson in time will be the mystery
Lost in this missing things
By doing things created
Looking up at the reflection above of those below
Now and then
Yea well I know, there's no point in rushing
I'll get my change when
The time is right
I'll get mine
in no time
I want to shine
With you by my side
Now and then
Then is now
Now for when
When is now I know
The time is right
I'll get mine
in no time
I want to shine
With you by my side
The time is right
I'll get mine
in no time
I want to shine
With you by my side
7.Fault
Why did I let you inside my life
How could I let you inside my body my soul my brain
Now I cant make you go away
You're driving me insane and inside out…
I can tell
Its meaningful and so hurtful
There's no place just to hide
I can tell you right now that this pain
that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now
that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable
This is my fault
Oh this is my fault
How could I lie to myself again
These bad decisions a never ending story
I think id know by now just how to bout to smile
You're driving me insane and inside out…because
Its meaningful and so hurtful
There's no place just to hide
I can tell you right now that this pain
that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now
that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal
cant help but feel left all alone
This is my fault
Oh this is my fault
This is my fault
I can tell you right now that this pain
that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now
that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal
cant help but feel left all alone
This is my fault
This is my fault
Oh this is my fault...
8.Sumtimes
What I excel in best
Is my excessiveness
Of deprecation
I hate myself sometimes
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach
What's wrong with me？
Fuck it
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes I feel my self esteem is low
Sumtimes...at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful
And if I wasn't me
I'd still just laugh at me
And point the finger
And blame myself as well
I will not succumb to any of my peers
I'm in control
and I'm losing it
Fuck it
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful
Sumtimes as my feelings coincide
Sumtimes while I struggle to survive
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I'll be alright
What I excel in best
Is my excessiveness
Of deprecation
I hate myself sometimes
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach
What's wrong with me？
Fuck it
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful
Sumtimes as my feelings coincide
Sumtimes while I struggle to survive
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I'll be alright
9.Breathe
Jealousy is raining down on me right now
As the fear of losing you is setting in
But all continue to do my best
Although its scary
Wondering if this will be the very first time to lose
And not to win
And I've got no lack of plan
But I'm… not a quitter
I'm not a quitter
I'm trying to scream but I can't breathe…
Can anybody hear me？
I'm trying to dream but I can't sleep…
Can anyone shield me？
I shut my eyes and hold my cries to myself
My pride's in the shitter
But I…
Won't quit, never quit
Confidence is coming back to me right now
As the strength to earning you is coming to
Cause I've continued to do my best
Although it was scary wondering
if this would be my very first time to win
And not to lose
Cause I've had no lack of plan
But I'm…Not a quitter
I'm not a quitter
Confidence is coming back to me right now
I'm trying to scream but I can't breathe…
Can anybody hear me？
I'm trying to dream but I can't sleep…
Can anyone shield me？
I shut my eyes and hold my cries to myself
My pride's in the shitter
But I…
Won't quit, never quit
Confidence is coming back to me right now
As the fear of losing you is setting in
But all continue to do my best
Although its scary
Wondering if this could be my very first time to win
And not to lose
I'm trying to scream but I can't breathe…
Can anybody hear me？
I'm trying to dream but I can't sleep…
Can anyone shield me？
I shut my eyes and hold my cries to myself
My pride's in the shitter
But I…
Won't quit, never quit
10.Like
You look like me
I'm sorry for you
You talk like me
I cant understand you
You think like me
You're fucking crazy
You want to be me
You remind me of me
You remind me of me
Someway
But only the good
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see…
You act like me
Cause you're embarrassing
You talk to me
But don't listen
You think like me
You're so damn crazy
You want to be me
When these memories become liquid dreams just like fantasies
You remind me of me
Someway
But only the good
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see…
And like fallen leaves I guess all I need is to find my desires
and set out to acquire them
You look like me
I'm sorry for you
You think like me
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Someway
But only the good
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself
Just helps me to see inside myself
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see
You remind me of me
When these memories become liquid dreams just like fantasies
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Hanging by a thread for your honor
11.Time
Time
Just a counter-clockwise in motion
Time
It requires strength, love, and devotion
Time
A detention of every person
Time
When we can turn back time, to any time
When we can turn back time, to any time
By moving on inside
And will we still ask why about the time
Or be just fine inside of our minds？
Time
Grows things older, faster when you find it
Time
It's wasting away while we spend it
Time
The reflection of our past with it
Time
I can see this coming over my mind
When we can turn back time, to any time
By moving on inside
And will we still ask why about the time
Or be just fine inside of our minds？
Cause you're right
When we can turn back time, to any time
By moving on inside
And will we still ask why about the time
Or be just fine inside of our minds？
By moving on inside
And will we still ask why about the time
Or be just fine inside of our minds？
I can see this coming over my mind
When we can turn back time, to any time
12.Dreams
Confusing reality...
I see myself but it's not really me
How could it be？
When I am me？
I guess maybe it's just a dream
(come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
Things aren't what they seem
(come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
You people are a sick joke!
I doubt my own dreams
I lie in my sleep
And I don't sleep to dream
Yet everything that I see is haunting
Bad dreams controlling in this world
I see the depths of it my toes curl,
I feel so sick
I'm sick of this because I know that I'm not asleep
(come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
Things aren't what they seem
(come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
You people are a sick joke!
I doubt my own dreams
although
I lie in my sleep
And I don't sleep to dream
Yet everything that I see is haunting ME
I doubt my own dreams
although
I lie in my sleep
And I don't sleep to dream
Yet everything that I see is haunting
I doubt my dreams
(come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
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