10.Jellybean
Sleeping children walking backwards through the summer sun never
seem to lose their faces once their life's begun they spend
their lives creating them until they realize everything they
thought we were was only a disguise everything I thought we were
was something we were not you told me so yourself and your words
hit me like a shot
everyone surrounding me is racing towards their death I haven't
even started so I can't be finished yet
I don't think life's different now I think it's still the same
everyone around me is just sharing the same brain I guess they
find it's easier to be part of the whole then searching for a
reason why they buy the shit they're sold I was always searching
for a reason not to go and I am only telling you because you
shouldn't know I'm writing you this letter cause it's clear
you'll never see the reasons why I do the things that make you
call me me
You don't understand me, You don't even try
You don't understand me, I just want to fly so high
Bananababy Jellybean you know I love you so I must have been an
idiot to ever let you go I could have swore I told you once that
I had things to do but couldn't make those sacrifices that you
begged me to I couldn't make the sacrifices couldn't make the
change I had to keep on doing everything to stay the same and if
you read the news today then I am sure you'll find that you
can't live forever if no one gets left behind
You don't understand me, You don't even try
You don't understand me, I don't want to die alone
Baby please come home
If you're always waiting for your moment to arrive one day when
you wake up your whole life will pass you by and you'll be left
with nothing maybe something but not much just a feral animal
that you can never touch
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