11.Lucidia Laughs

lucidia laughs

the air was alive
i had nothing to say
the future's arrived now
and you're still the same

that's the lie that i tell myself

i just closed my eyes while
my sky died and fell
because my illusions were living well
a ghost i invited to stay in my head
was a friend for a while
while it wanted me dead

she laughs at the fears that still chase me
she would but forgot to erase me
sometimes that's what makes me completely
insane and so strangely
in love with uncertainty