8.These Alterations

I know it's selfish*
I can't help it
It ain't going away, it's a shame
But I can't pull it together any better than I did yesterday
I can't face it
And I run away and then come running
Yeah, I don't care
But I can't look in your eyes
I'm unaware and undecided
Now you can't save me
But I'm hoping that you might try these alterations
Don't give it away
Then I don't mind
But I don't feel like
Hey, these alterations
Don't give it away
But I don't mind
I try to talk
The words fall out
I just don't know what to say
I get tongue tied
Why lie
You come around bringing me down
Then bring me up and away
I can't face it
And I so don't make a sound
It's all been said
What have we found
For so many times around