4.Hand That Holds True
The manic stage,
A scary phase
Feeding all I know,
A cloudy haze,
The hectic pace,
Strips me of my throne,
It seems there is nothing but you,
To please in this world around you,
And in this place,
In my domain you're always in control;
Not the same without you
like you really care;
I never thought you'd be the
one to bring me down,
I never seem to hold onto a
hand that holds true,
A never ending maze of crazy
days have come an end,
(I find I'm reaching out again),
It doesn't have to be this way;
I lie awake,
Make no mistake
I'm so alone,
My body aches,
Nothing I take
Could fix me like your hold,
It seems there is nothing but you,
To please this withdrawal now from you,
And in this place in my domain
you're always in control;
Not the same without you,
like you're even there;
When I think about this loss too much,
It accumulates,
I realize just what i've done,
With my fate,
I've blown my chance for better days
Come back to me
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