4.Worlds Apart
Lying all alone, wishing you would call.
Writing all my thoughts has broken all my bones.
You gave it all up, you threw it all away.
What do I think of dying?
You know it's even worse than what's in my head.
You don't believe me when I tell you,
I don't want to be a fraud and pretend that everything's fine.
I won't be here when you get home.
I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
You read me like a book.
You know I'm running out of legs to stand on.
I won't believe you when you tell me.
These old habits die so hard.
There's no intervention in sight.
There's no point in calling you.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine, fine.
You fill my head with endless lies.
You're killing me, I'm killing time.
So, maybe one day the pain will go away,
And I will see your face,
I won't even care.
I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine, fine.
You fill my head with endless lies.
You're killing me, I'm killing time.
I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll be just fine, fine.
You fill my head with endless lies.
You're killing me, I'm killing time.
I'll be just fine.
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I'll follow through again this time.
You read me like a book.
So, maybe one day the pain will go away,
I'll follow through again this time.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.
I'll follow through again this time.
What do I think of dying?
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