1.The Last Snowfall
if this were the last snowfall
no more halos on evergreens
if this were my last glimpse of winter
what would these eyes see
if this were the last snow curling
on your fingers in my palm
if this were the last I've felt you breathing
how would I carry on
this is not the last snowfall
not our last embrace
but if I were that kind of grateful
what would I try to say
2.White Light
all of a sudden the conversation turns
and everyone concerned is looking down
guilty party is right here in the room
but no one can assume the high ground
oh it almost caught up with you
caught up with you then
oh you should've thought of this my friend
if you knew it was wrong why did you do it
you don't know, you didn't mean to, it slipped your mind
and it feels so good to feed a habit
you're just making the most of your borrowed time
waiting for the white light
heading home you swear that you'll be good
do everything you should, and know the facts
but in the morning you're back to petty needs
tragedy recedes to photographs
oh it hasn't caught up with you
caught up with you yet
no it hasn't taught you when to quit
if you knew it was wrong why did you do it
you don't know, you didn't mean to, it slipped your mind,
it is OK because everybody does it
this whole party is rolling on borrowed time
waiting for the white light
shine down
wipe it all out again,
show me how
it doesn't matter in the end
if you knew it was wrong why did you do it
you don't know, you didn't mean to, it slipped your mind
it is OK because everybody does it
no laws are broken if we're all committing the same crime
but I know it's wrong, why do I do it
I don't know, I don't mean for it to slip my mind
it just takes so much to break a habit
even when I'm aware we are out of time
am I waiting for a white light
am I waiting for a white light
am I waiting for a white light
am I waiting for a white light
am I waiting for a white light
3.Antebellum
In the fall, we circle through the leaves
and talk about the little ones.
And we smile, but never say too much.
The moment always vanishing.
One by one the neighbors？ lights come on.
Our October day is almost gone.
I know the border lines we drew between us
keep the weapons down,
keep the wounded safe;
I know our antebellum innocence
was never meant to see the light of our armistice day.
In the spring, we climbed the rolling hills
and talked about our budding plans.
And we smiled, our faces like a mirror
showing us our secret sides.
But then the fights：
the sharp words splintering the night,
how I couldn't be what you？d need？
but oh how I could make you bleed？
I know the border lines we drew between us
keep the weapons down,
keep the wounded safe;
I know our antebellum innocence
was never meant to see the light of our armistice.
But how much would I give to have it back again？
How much did we lose to live this way？
You'll go home？I'll stay here？
seasons keep on marching？
I'll stay here？you'll go home
with only strangers watching？
You'll go home？I'll stay here？
seasons keep on marching？
I'll stay here？you'll go home
with only strangers watching？
I know the border lines we drew between us
keep the weapons down,
keep the wounded safe;
I know our antebellum innocence
was never meant to see the light of our armistice.
4.Kansas
sun sets in an ocean
of brown farmland haze
power lines draped across roads
you could drive on for days
well it's all too perfect
time to look back at us now
endless and empty like Kansas
our cities of clouds
flat on the table like Kansas
I lay down in sheets
suddenly worn threadbare
every wall I lean on transforms
to sliding doors and thin air
well i hope yours is kinder
let go of this when you find her
bury this hard
down underneath your white canvas
our houses of cards
flat on the table like Kansas
it's not regret
just an unexpected accounting of debts
only now called
no it's not regret
just remembrance is all
of how close we had come
the war almost won
but I sent up our flag and moved on
you and I
Lost to the winter like Kansas
and all my goodbyes
flat on the table like Kansas
5.In Another Life
in another life
you and I worked West Virginia coal mines
side by side
collecting the black dust like sin
the day the main shaft caved in
I caught your eye
as the lantern light guttered out
and the afterdamp swallowed us slowly
I gripped your hand
and caught a glance of the next time 'round
in another life
you and I were Red Guards in training
side by side
we marched on Tiananmen
turned our own parents in for hoarding rice
and in the Great Leap forward
we crawled on our bellies and died
a blood orange sky
gave a cry of next time 'round
in another life
I was married at thirteen
you were killed at twenty-one
on a minor battlefield
I was buried beside my second stillborn child
my last thought it seemed
a fever dream
now we sink into a summer afternoon
Central Park in June
marveling at the bounty our days contain
and we feel it like the shiver
of a passing train
that other life
deep underground
you and I
side by side
we are the next time 'round
6.Grandmother Song
oh girl you think you got time
you're gonna get 'round to it way down the line
but one step, two step, you fall behind
so you better have a good plan
oh girl you think you got time
you're gonna get 'round to it way down the line
but I'm telling you no matter what you have in mind
you're still gonna need a man
take it from your grandmother I've been 'round
no one's gonna take care of you
in that world you've got yourself into
all the good boys, oh baby they're in grad school
oh girl your story's all wrong
your dream'll be a nightmare before too long
turning thirty and still trying to sing your songs
come on who do you think you are
oh girl it's too heavy a load
your mama and your baba they are worried souls
how you gonna raise a family when you're on the road
with some tattooed boy with a guitar
take it from your grandmother I've been 'round
this music career isn't real life
it won't see you through to when you're sixty-five
when the tide turns you won't survive
you'll sit on the banks and cry
oh girl you've never know war
when they come in the night and knock on the door
you can go from the high life to dirty poor
and lose everything you knew
but the one thing they can't take away from you
is your mind and the education you've been through
o you find a man who understands that too
make sure that he stays true
gives respect where its due
make sure he knows what he's got in you
because a woman isn't just for cooking meals
scrubbing floors, making babies
a woman's got ambitions same as he does
maybe more
when the sirens wailed and the bombs fell
we ran from the schoolyard into hell
and what we could've been time will never tell
'cause we never had your chances
the advantages that you've been handed
take it from your grandmother I've been 'round
7.Stray Italian Greyhound
oh no not now
please not now
I just settled into the glass half empty
made myself at home
and so why now
please not now
I just stopped believing in happy endings
harbors of my own
but you had to come along didn't you
break down the doors, throw open windows
oh if you knew just what a fool you have made me
so what do I do with this？
this stray Italian greyhound
these inconvenient fireworks
this ice-cream-covered screaming hyperactive thought
god I just want to lay down
these colors make my eyes hurt
this feeling calls for everything that I am
not
I'm not that kind
I'm so good at shooting down any notion
this tired world could change
it's all been bought
or at least that was my line
no use in spending all that emotion
when there's someone else to blame
but you had to come along didn't you
rev up the crowd, rewrite the rule book
where do I go when every 'no' turns into 'maybe'
so what do I do with this？
this sudden burst of sunlight
and me with my umbrella
cross-indexing every weatherman's report
I was ready for the downslide
but not for spring to well up
this feeling calls for everything I can't afford
to know
is possible now
what do I do, do I do
with a love that won't sit still
won't do what it's told
what do I do, do I do
with a love that won't sit still
what do I do, do I do
with a love that won't sit still
won't do what it's told
what do I do, do I do
with a love that won't sit still
what do I do, do I do
with a love that won't sit still
won't do what it's told
what do I do, do I do
with a love that won't sit still
8.Augustine
oh my god, what have I done
chasing some mirage in my Mojave sun
don't say every chance is lost,
please don't say anything at all
in sand and thorns
I'm walking forth
bare and blinking as the day that I was born
bells in spires of China white
ring for an Augustine tonight
oh now, I'm breaking down ...
oh let me be
let me be your Augustine
lead me now, I understand
faith is both the prison and the open hand
bells on low on high
will you ring for Augustine tonight
oh now I'm breaking down,
every illusion in between
all the lies that I have seen
oh let me be your Augustine
9.No Gringo
father says head down
we don't want them finding you
mother says practice now
all the words you know
oh Arizona's burning
they say the fence turned round
now the razor wire keeps us out
mother says with luck
we'll sleep under a roof tonight
father says in the truck
we'll be crushed in tight
oh Chicago don't forget me
as the miles between us grow
keep the maple tree carved
with the name of my love
the hills we would sled race down
Lake Michigan stay endless and painted in sky
goodbye
Mother says years ago
the whole world was ours to rule
father says let it go
those days are gone for good
all the signs read no gringo
but somehow we'll find our way
maybe waiting at dawn by the factory doors
sunburnt and bent in the fields
please don't turn us in
we'll be silent as the grave
as time
no gringo
no Gringo aqui
words as levies against the flood
hoy cerrado
there's too many to feed
room for only our own kind, our own blood
no gringo,
no gringo aqui
you have stayed in this land for too long
tan amargo
but there's no time to grieve
you just pack up your things and move on
10.Watershed
while you were building your empires
I was still sleeping
I was still sleeping
while you were setting your woods afire
I was still dreaming
I was still dreaming
now I will unsettle the ground beneath you
send my waters ashore
creep into your bed
find you in every corner
while you argue it over
I am not waiting
I am not waiting
while you retreat to your comforts
I am not fading
I am not fading
I've done this many times before you
old Shanghai , New Orleans
Amsterdam and Mumbai
strange new creatures
to scavenge your pores
oh I've done this many times before you
ashen sky
lightning storms
deltas to desert plains
wartime on every border
I've done this many times before you
watched the pattern take form
children your time is done
if you say it's done together
11.Radio
it's just the radio darling,
just the radio and your runaway imagination
just the radio darling
just the radio and we can turn away to another station
it came from nowhere
on the 38 Geary
a girl with a backpack of shrapnel and wire
through spiderweb windows
of blood stained glass
a pagoda's shadow and a cruel sunny sky
oh the flash then the silence
shouldn't there be screaming praying crying
oh anything at all
tell me where are the sirens
fire's getting closer but I've got to stay calm
it's just the radio darling,
just the radio and your runaway imagination
just the radio darling
just the radio and we can turn away to another station
outside they're handing out
fate to the wounded
little tags in black red yellow, and green
it's now my twenty-fith hour
with a scalpel in hand
if I stop moving I will sleep on my feet
and the rumors are seething
gunfire at freeway exits, bridges mid-barricades
I can feel the fog creeping
god where is the morphine, the sweet lidocaine
it's just the radio darling,
just the radio and your runaway imagination
just the radio darling
just the radio and we can turn away to another station
sing me a love song dear
what good has the news ever done me
come on it'll never happen here, oh no
we are not some third world country
this is not some third world country
I'm sorry Mama
I held on for as long as I could
I'm sorry Papa
there was nothing more I could do
it's just the radio darling,
just the radio and your runaway imagination
just the radio darling
just the radio and we can turn away to another station
it's just the radio darling,
just the radio and your runaway imagination
just the radio darling
just the radio and we can turn away to another station
12.St. Stephen's Cross
He was there the night the wall came down.
He lost her in the endless crowd,
in the shadow of St. Stephen's cross.
He sent cries aloft for his fellow man,
his fingers slipping from her hand,
the rain clouds prowling overhead.
She was there the night the wall came down.
She faded into that newborn crowd
like a warning of what could be lost.
Through the perforated night she ran,
her fingers slipping from his hand,
and she breathed in freedom
before daylight tread.
They were there the night the wall was drowned
in the surging of that tidal crowd：
an old world made new
on the same holy ground.
She found him standing, looking lost
in the shadow of St. Stephen's cross,
and he closed his eyes and heard no sound
but her breathing warm against his mouth.
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