1.Normal with You
I know it's wrong but I keep on asking just because I'm curious
Did he touch you the same way I did
It doesn't really make much sense
The demon is out and he took my life
So please bring me an exorcist
It haunts me knowing that I've been a statue
Cause I've been feeling like one since
I'm just suffering with you
I'm just suffering with you
She envies every move you make
Cause she'll never have your attitude
She wants to get in on every detail
To feel like she's better than you
You find it hard to believe it's true
But it's your low self esteem
Attacking me as I keep on trying
But there's no air for me to breath
I'm just suffering with you
I'm just suffering with you
Did you feel that we're lost our way？
I know, I know you're mistaken
I'm getting tired of all these games
And the time the time its replacing
To be normal with you
To be normal with you
To be normal
Did you feel that we're lost our way？
I know, I know you're mistaken
I'm getting tired of all these games
And the time the time its replacing
To be normal with you
To be normal with you
To be normal
I'm just suffering with you
I'm just suffering with you
I'm just suffering
(To be normal with you)
Normal with you
2.Before It Kills
Another victim on the murder train
from injected poison to the blood stream.
There is no getting off at any stop.
You can rest assured you're never coming back.
Before it kills you know.
The cancer never dies.
I don't know you, I don't know anyone.
but I consider it a prized possession.
I never meant in doing any harm.
We're all creatures killing ourselves slowly.
Before it kills you know.
The cancer never dies.
Before it kills you know.
Are you waiting for a sign？
Dancing in the dark with something you obtained.
You're just another victim on the murder train.
So stop it now before it kills you!
Before it kills you know.
The cancer never dies.
Before it kills you know.
Are you waiting for a sign？
Define the reason why you're alive？
Before it kills you know.
3.Manic Depression
I've got a mad! mad! mad! manic depression
Calling my sense in the dead of night
Wasting my time on another condition
Never change the way that I feel inside
Everybody's got a fuse
Mine was made to be broken
Every time I cut it loose
My eyes just leave me awoken
I've got a bad! bad case of a passive aggression
Don't get near cuz the feeling burns
There's no need to cause a commotion
Sick of the way that were taking turns
for getting on each others' nerves
Something wrong with the picture
All I want in return
is if you can't handle the pressure then just let go!
Bang my head through the wall
I am delusional
I just can't stand to see us like this
This is my other world
I've waltzed you through it all
You left me in the darkness since
Now we're spending more time in each others' minds
There's no cure
There's only addiction
Always on the hunt but we never find
Later it occurs to me
that something sooner will happen
We settled for something less
In the meantime, I'll sleep with one eye open
Bang my head through the wall
I am delusional
I just can't stand to see us like this
This is my other world
I've waltzed you through it all
You left me in the darkness since
Always at a distance
You just walk away and never listen
Always complications
So why do we keep filling the void, let's just move on
Bang my head through the wall
I am delusional
I just can't stand to see us like this
This is my other world
I've waltzed you through it all
You left me in the darkness since
4.Sleeping with Knives
When the night is a guilt and you lost the fume
You lock yourself up in a panic room
Your life's a collision course, and it drives you mad
And outside your window, I've always been
I'm a vampire waiting to be let in
When I know there's a silver bullet set aside
You and I know someone
I could not believe he paid
He took you for granted
You sucked the life out of me
Do you wander the streets and feel like a whore？
Do you even know yourself anymore？
Seems like you're never ready to subside
Stay where you suffer may keep you safe
With a broken heart and an empty cage
And your lips to the bottle to ease the pain for you, tonight
You and I know someone
I could not believe he paid
He took you for granted
You sucked the life out of me
When you're sleeping,
Are you sleeping with knives？
When you're sleeping,
Are you sleeping with knives？
How 'bout your ex-lover？
You turned him into a ghost
You could try one more time
And see your knotwork
5.Symptoms
You showed no sings of sympathy
and now the anger takes control
you took a while to fix it
but the damage took its toll
so how do you expect us to coexist
when you need time out of the box？
you used to be a mystery
but now you're overdosed
I, I want your love
I want your pain
I want your symptoms
is something I cannot buy
I always kinda get the feeling
that you've got something to hide
so let your guard down before I let it go
it's killing me now
we're stuck here living in the comfort zone
but I got used to it somehow
I, I want your love
I want your pain
I want your symptoms
Did you ever really stop and wonder why
I pledge these spoils before we try
Did we ever really stop and ask ourselves if we got symptoms
I, I want your love
I want your pain
I want your symptoms
6.Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
7.New Misery
No, I can't stand it anymore
I can't live with the feeling,
The heartbeats, the bleeding.
When all of the metaphors
Were the key to open this door.
I'm just sick of the way you answer me.
I'm sick of the guessing,
It's all too depressing.
So why do I insist
On staying in a place that doesn't exist？
I'm sick of feeling like a battery.
The way you charge me up, the way you empty me.
I get so nervous when I feel the angst adding up.
It makes me crazy that you've been around,
Because the love I seek was the love I found,
And you left a scar on me.
This is a new misery.
This is a new misery.
I can't stand my imagination.
My mind too prolific.
I continue to feed it with the images of you
How you're fucking someone I knew.
It's a fuel in the fire that I can't explain.
You're throwing the matches and you expect me to catch them
When all I ever do
Is throw them back at you.
So, why can't I be just like them？
I'm at your disposal.
I'm sick of feeling like a battery.
The way you charge me up, the way you empty me.
I get so nervous when I feel the angst adding up.
It makes me crazy that you've been around,
Because the love I seek was the love I found,
And you left a scar on me.
This is a new misery.
Sick obsessions don't just disappear.
They haunt you when you're alone.
Conversations never solved my fear.
They just made it clear.
I'm sick of feeling like a battery.
The way you charge me up, the way you empty me.
I get so nervous when I feel the angst adding up.
It makes me crazy that you've been around,
Because the love I seek was the love I found,
And you left a scar on me.
This is a new misery.
Yeah you left a scar on me.
This is a new misery.
8.Waiting for an Accident
You took advantage of my nerves
Since he's been treating you like dirt
It's been digging deep into my veins
Let me explain
I got a feeling like we need
To fulfill this dirty deed
We'll set a time and place
But please be sure to erase
I still miss you sometimes
But I can't be with you
Open the gates of Capricorn
I'm walking into a field of thorns
My feet are tongue tied, still in place
What a mistake
Our separation is bonafide
Our conversations end on twilight
Each others late night lullaby
What a surprise
I still miss you sometimes
But I can't be with you
So how does it feel to be in his arms
While you're falling asleep
Like there's no one around you
But there's someone else in mind？
We're just waiting for an accident
We're just waiting for an accident
We're just waiting for an accident
We're just waiting for
I still miss you sometimes
But I can't be with you
I still miss you sometimes
But I can't be with you
9.Fear in the Mirror
10.Somewhere
On the other side, where the pain is less
We could talk about our aging friends
On the other side, we begin again
And forget about the world we shared
Somewhere down the line
there's a place for you and I
But it may take sacrifice
I'm aware and it scares me inside
An emptiness that we once found
On a sinking ship to an aching ground
An emptiness that we once felt
From the uterus to the last of breath
Somewhere down the line
There's a place for you and I
But it may take sacrifice
I'm aware and it scares me inside
Somewhere down the line
There's a place for you and I
But it may take sacrifice
I'm aware and it scares me inside
On the other side
On the other side
Somewhere down the line
Somewhere down the line
11.Erratic
I've been having a hard time with myself
Counting the beats of my bad pulse again
Then it turned into a nightmare
I've been tossing and turning in my bed
Sleep deprivation worked me overtime
Until my body hit the decline
Down, over the low
There's always something on my nerves
That gets me so erratic
Down, over the low
There's always something on my nerves
That gets me so erratic
I was a misfit in my youth
I thought I knew everything but I admit
That I used to wallow in shit
So what was there to love about the thrills
Other than the time it killed
I'm motionless, still I fear the regress
Down, over the low
There's always something on my nerves
That gets me so erratic
Down, over the low
There's always something on my nerves
That gets me so erratic
Now, I've got a big lump in my throat
And it may take some time to swallow it
I'm still trying to get used to it
Down, over the low
There's always something on my nerves
That gets me so erratic
Down, over the low
There's always something on my nerves
That gets me so
Here lie the pieces to my puzzled weakness
A term that made me so erratic
It made me so erratic
12.Live or Die
Hang me, I'm the hang man. Are you watching？
Are you listening to your life as it flashes right before your
eyes？
Angels in the closet like the saviors to your nightmares,
When you're chasing all the demons in your head, you did.
Why should I wait or spend my life going down a path to the dead
of night？
If only I could break the curse inside,
Does it matter if we live or die？
Send her and I'll surrender.
Execute me with a romance.
I'm a bleeder. I'll believe her when she takes me for the
winter.
We have got to change, we'll rearrange if we engage,
in the right time for a lifetime,
but it gets lonely in the night time.
Why should I wait or spend my life going down a path to the dead
of night？
If only I could break the curse inside,
Waiting for the bride when she can't arrive.
I'm sleeping with the dead just to feel alive.
If only I could break the curse inside,
Does it matter if we live or die？
Our time is running out.
We're body form and fractured.
We burn into the ground.
We're all just skeletons.
We live in segregation.
We're dying in this cell.
Why should I wait or spend my life going down a path to the dead
of night？
If only I could break the curse inside,
Waiting for the bride when she can't arrive.
I'm sleeping with the dead just to feel alive.
If only I could break the curse inside,
Does it matter if we live or die？
live or die？
live or die？
live or die？
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