1.Day Is Dawning
Now you're never gonna get back to the boy you had
You have broken the chains forever
Now you're never gonna get back to the girl you were
(You are looking for a boy)
I have found you
(Standing free, now that he)
No longer surrounds you
(Wishing your memories)
Away
Come, catch your breath
Nobody's going to rush you
Catch your breath
This time you don't have to hide
All those hopes you're frightened of
And have no strength to fight alone
It was written in the stars, you'd be resting here
Slipping straight from the arms of heaven
No, I never would have guessed in a million years
(You were looking for a sign)
Now I hold you
(Shivering in my arms)
Forget what he told you
(Wishing your memories)
Away
Come, catch your breath
Nobody's going to rush you
Catch your breath
This time you don't have to hide
All those hopes you're frightened of
And have no strength to fight alone
(You were looking for a boy)
I have found you
(Standing free, now that he)
No longer surrounds you
(Wishing your memories)
Away
Come, catch your breath
Nobody's going to rush you
Catch your breath
This time you don't have to hide
(Catch)
Catch your breath
Nobody's going to rush you
Catch your breath
This time you don't have to hide
Catch your breath
2.The Man That I Am With My Man
The man that I am with my man
His warm coals heat toes
A shower cleans the surface and holes
Water, soap and hands
I sit while he stands
Over me I can hardly see
That he is peeing on my shoulders and knees
A warm, wet, yellow breeze
He towels my head until dry
And leads me to his bed opened wide
For my penis, nose, fingers and feet
Body worn and set for sleep
Taking out my hand
He lifts me up and we both stand
We could be in the army or the klan
'cause when we're brothers in blood then we are brothers in band
Solid is the rock of my man
Solid is the rock of my man
Solid is the rock of my man
The man that i am with my man
Tamed but feeling no blame
Taking my red wishes in hand
Until my eyes have closed
The man that i am with my man
Pulled, poked and probed
His tongue licks my armpits and chest
Warm, red, salt and wet
Making a cut with a knife on my hand
Then he uses his tongue, licks, swallows and grins
On my knees I do the same to my man
Blood juices loosen me up, in me I feel man in man
Taking out his hand
He lifts me up and pets my head
We could be in the army or the klan
'cause when we're brothers in blood then we are brothers in band
Solid is the rock of my man
Solid is the rock of my man
Solid is the rock of my man
The men, they are men with their men
Raised in an army camp
They spit on my tarnished hands
And pull at my underpants
I'll be the man who I am with my man
Dressed in borrowed clothes
He softens my deep blues with his thighs
The fear of ocean underside
Taking out their hands
They lift me up and we all stand
We may be in the army or the klan
'cause when we're brothers in blood then we are brothers in band
Taking out his hand
He lifts me up and we both stand
We could be in the army or the klan
'cause when we're brothers in blood then we are brothers in band
3.Ban Marriage
I was late getting to church on the morning of my ceremony
Stayed up too late, the night before
From fingering foreign dirty holes in the dark
The morning sun blinded my eyes
And made my skin look pale and tainted in light
And there were steps to climb as I unloosened my tie
As I began to walk the aisle
The congregation looked behind but I continued past the pews
And met my angel in a suit with a smile
As I looked him in the eye, I heard my best friend cry
We aren't fools to fall in love but let coupledom die
Ban marriage, ban marriage
The minister was drunk and high from
His rewrite of holy verse with more lies
But the organist she played
With a tenacity and grace that was fine
The whole room was filled with the thunder and flood
With just one chord, the thrill and clarity of sound
But soon the song went slowly dead
And I was forced to take a stand on one side
It was him or my fag hag, oh, well
I guess, she was never that good of a friend
After my fag hag friend had fled
The minister looked mighty fed and content
We said his rewritten vows that I could hardly pronounce
But was soon drowned it out by that organ and the shout
Ban marriage, ban marriage
Ban marriage, ban marriage
The congregation, stunned and dumbed
Looked upon me with an innocuous stare
I went down on my knees, I prayed that
There be truth and there be light in my day
In my hungover daze, I felt the thunder of God
It was the orders that I take the wrath upon my own rod
Then I repeated my own vows
They were perverted and they smelled of myself
That there is splendor in the harshness of bum
That consummation makes a grumble
And the sound that I have learned called
Ban marriage, ban marriage
Ban marriage, ban marriage
Ban marriage, ban it all
4.Smells Like Happiness
Happy, we are when we choose to wear the blindfold
And mark our own day with a parade and a song
In our minds, our fathers have died and we realize
That cities have clubs and we like to get drunk
And high from the smells we inhale from dirty wells
And the mouth of a boy who smokes cigarettes
Happiness has a smell I inhale
Like a drug done in a darkened hall
Or a bathroom stall with a friend or a man with a hard on
I feed my own face when I soon crave a taste
Of the neck of a boy who wears eau de toilette
And shaves every day and behaves well in department stores
As well it is the smell of the cum on the rug
Men walk their dirty feet on
And the sweat from the chest of a man in a leather uniform
Happy are we when we choose to wear the blindfold
And mark our own place with the smell of our own
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