1.2000 Miles
Did I miss your call again
No, you never called
It was a thought inside my head
Did I take the fall again
I should have paid attention To all the words you said
'Cause I lost today
I'm not ok
Heartbreak,
fake smile and 2000 miles
I checked my caller ID
there was every number
But the one I wanna see
I've been falling apart
Since you've been gone
I don't know where I need to start
'Cause I lost today
I'm not ok
Heartbreak,
fake smile and 20000 miles Away
she is I can't live like this
Heartbreak,
fake smile And 2000 miles
Heartbreak,
fake smile And 2000 miles
If I told you that I love you
Would it matter at all
If I told you that I need you
Would you catch me
if I fall
'Cause I lost today
I'm not ok
Heartbreak,
fake smile and 20000 miles Away
she is I can't live like this
Heartbreak,
fake smile And 2000 miles
Heartbreak,
fake smile and 2000 miles
2.Paradise (122nd And Highland)
Shot memory and a fuct up mind.
Can't remember what I left behind.
A dead end street, nights with no sleep.
Have I left my paradise for good？
122 and Highland street-
This is where we used to meet.
I knew that we'd move on someday,
But I didn't think it would be this way.
I can't remember what it was I wanted,
But maybe if I lose it then I won't forget.
I'm feeling sorry
Getting older
Nights we spent there are now over.
What's the purpose if I move on
All I had is now all gone.
Have I left my paradise for good？
Have I left my paradise for good？
Now I return but it's not the same,
Somehow what we had is changed.
I stare at you with my blurry eyes
But you're not a face I recognize.
I can't remember what it was I wanted,
But maybe if I lose it then I won't forget.
I'm feeling sorry
Getting older
Nights we spent there are now over.
What's the purpose if I move on
All I had is now all gone.
Have I left my paradise for good？
Shot memory and a fuct up mind.
Can't remember what I left behind.
A dead end street nights with no sleep.
Have I left my paradise for good？
I'm feeling sorry
Getting older
Nights we spent there are now over.
What's the purpose if I move on
All I had is now all gone.
Have I left my paradise for good？
Have I left my paradise for good？
Left my paradise for good.
3.Return To Self-Loathing
sick of the way i am feeling.
waking up watching myself slipping.
should i just take out my eyes？
no longer want them for this life.
acting strong only on the outside.
hiding shame and pain on the inside.
i've tried to block my mind of this,
and pretend is doesn't exist.
losing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts
(no matter what i said).
sleepless nights staring at the ceiling.
sanity running on empty.
try to block my mind of this,
and pretend it doesn't exist.
losing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts
(no matter what i said).
taken for granted again.
stranding my thoughts
(no matter what i said).
losing my mind again.
hiding shame and pain on the inside.
losing my mind again.
hiding shame and pain on the inside.
losing my mind again.
stranded my thoughts
(no matter what i said).
losing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts
no matter what was said.
losing my mind again.
stranded my thoughts
(no matter what i said).
4.Your Promise
I'm looking for answers to all the questions
noone knows.
Bleeded and begged,
asked you for nothing,
but something showed.
Your uneasy eyes,
the sweat on your forehead everyone's pointing your nervousness
out.
It's obvious now that you're scared of yourself.
Nothing to keep them from knowing this now,
There's nothing to keep them from knowing this now.
Promises,
shattered pieces,
memories of nothing.
Cowardly you'll face this all alone.
You're finding a truth nothing but lies still no one knows.
You see your self run but i see you crawling to face the truth.
You're hesitant now your heart must be burning, ripping,
And tearing your insides are numb.
Restless and weak time to start over.
Nothing to keep them from emptiness now.
Nothing to keep them from emptiness now.
Promises,
shattered pieces,
memories of nothing.
cowardly you'll face this all alone.
Promises,
shattered pieces,
memories of nothing.
cowardly you'll face this all alone.
You know how this will end,
Cause the pain inside in your head is cutting yourself thin.
Nothing to do now when you're buried underground.
Your promise haunts you now.
Promises,
shattered pieces,
memories of nothing.
Cowardly I'll face this all alone.
Promises,
shattered pieces,
memories of nothing.
Cowardly I'll face this all alone.
5.Night Alone
This wasn't just another night alone
My mind has cornered me against the wall
Bleeding, scratching fingernails are gone
The scars on my wall tell this all
I'm feeling like the worst is yet to come
Because the night has just begun
Please let me breathe,
You're choking me and my feelings
This is my fault, downward I fall
My mind's slipping, my mind's slipping away
I never thought this night could come again
My mind has proven me wrong in the end
The confidence in me is wearing thin
No matter what, my mind will win
Please let me breathe,
You're choking me and my feelings
This is my fault, downward I fall
My mind's slipping, my mind's slipping away
Please let me breathe,
You're choking me and my feelings
Please let me breathe,
You're choking me and my feelings
My feelings
This is my fault, downward I fall
My mind's slipping, my mind's slipping away
6.Jaded (This Years)
There's a time and place,
for everything.
There's a reason why,
certain people meet.
There's a destination,
for everyone.
What's the explanation,
when we're done？
All the summer nights spent wondering;
So many questions asked,
but no one's answering.
Would it be okay if I left today？
Took my chances on what you said was wrong？
I'm jaded, stupid,
and reckless.
Not sorry,
and I'll never regret.
These years spent,
so faded and reckless.
Not sorry,
and I'll never regret these years.
I'll never regret these years.
Now here I sit,
so far away.
Remembering all our memories.
It's times like these that I miss you most,
Remembering when we were so close.
I'm jaded, stupid, and reckless.
Not sorry,
and I'll never regret.
These years spent,
so faded and reckless.
Not sorry,
and I'll never regret these years.
I'll never forget the places we've been,
you and I.
Our lives are slipping away.
Don't want to let time pass us by, by...
I'm jaded, stupid,
and reckless.
Not sorry,
and I'll never regret.
These years spent,
so faded and reckless,
Not sorry,
and I'll never regret...
I'm jaded,
stupid, and reckless.
Not sorry,
and I'll never regret these years.
7.Shell Of Myself
The nightmare's not over.
The sky is still covered.
The blood that we both spilled.
The night we last shared.
Lately I've been a shell
of myself can't you see？
I can not hold back the
feelings of fear within me.
This nightmare has no end.
The walls still black and red.
This figure's haunting me.
This fear's consuming me.
Lately I've been a shell
of myself can't you see？
I can not hold back the
feelings of fear within me.
Lately I've been a shell
of myself can't you see？
I can not holding the
feelings of fear within me.
Within me.
8.Chance Of A Lifetime
The end of the world's in front of me
Hard to believe all I see
It comes so close but pulls away
To let me stay
another day
It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last time
It seems theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime
The things that I see never end
Trickin' my mind to just pretend
I understand what's happening
When others doubt you still believe
It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last time
It seems theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime
Changing what I once thought
Letting go of what I once fought
There's a life that you need to find
All that surfaced has changed my mind
The end of the world's in front of me
Hard to believe all I've seen
It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last time
It seems theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime
9.Walking On Broken Glass
Time goes by,
I just try
To hold my head up high
People try to deny
Classify,
or just hide
The feelings, what's inside
Broken hearts, and hard times
Don't let life break you down this time
I'm sitting here,
crying here
You're alone,
and dying there
Waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked,
you're all alone
'Cause you know that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy
Don't give up just hold on
Is the pain
just too strong
to hold on？
Sometimes we're wrong
when we think we're right
And tonight will be the night
You'll break free from this fight
Dont let life break you down this time
I'm sitting here,
crying here
You're alone,
and dying there
Waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked,
you're all alone
'Cause you know
that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy
I die inside from all I feel
Does it have to be this way？
Memories of yesterday
When it all just slips away
I'd give up everything I had to keep you one more day
I know that it's not right
Why do we feel this way？
Why do I feel this way
I'm sitting here,
crying here
You're alone,
and dying there
Waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked,
you're all alone
'Cause you know that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy
10.Lost, Broken, Confused
Did you get scared standing alone in the crowd？
Did you give up when I was nowhere to be found？
Did you get tired of being left all alone？
Do you feel better now that you're on your own？
There's nothing without you.
The days once had are through.
I'm lost, broken, confused
But I won't give up on you
Tonight
All I see is your face on everyone else.
And now I know how scared you were all by yourself.
When the phone rings do you ever hope that it's me？
Do you ever dream of a day when we will still be？
There's nothing without you.
The days once had are through.
I'm lost, broken, confused
But I won't give up on you ...
Tonight I'll lie here all alone
Wondering what our future holds.
And if my life should fall apart
would you still care？
Would you still care？
There's nothing without you.
The days once had are through.
I'm lost, broken, confused (lost, broken, confused)
But I won't give up on you (won't give up on you).
I won't give up on you (won't give up on you)
I won't give up on you (won't give up on you)
Tonight.
11.Until I Met You
Shaking on the outside
Because of what I'm feeling inside
My chest is fucking hurting
And my stomach's fucking burning
I laughed when you were crying
And say inside you're dying
Because you gave up way too early
Your fucking pain is so deserving
Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking up for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
I fucking hate the way I'm feeling
Because my fucking life's not changing
You broke me down when you stopped caring
Your fucking misery's my healing
Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking up for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
(Until I met you)
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
I never felt this way before
Until I met you
I never felt this way before
Until I met you
12.Burning Bridges
It was a late Thursday night,
When I decided to write this song
Just me, bow wow,
my dirty floor
And all the herb is gone
Everyone's asleep, but the TV is still on
Debating the past three years,
What I did right and wrong
So tell me is this world we live in all right
Why does every conversation end in a fight？
Why does every fight keep us up all damn night？
'Cause I ain't trying to see the sunrise today
I've been burning bridges
Always burning bridges
Just think of life, what do you know
At twenty-two, I've learned all I need to know
I've made mistakes, I've burned a bridge
Apologize (what？), there's only one life to live
When everybody's gone, and the radio's still on
That's when I realize it's all I need to carry on
So tell me is this world we live in all right
Why does every conversation end in a fight？
Why does every fight keep us up all damn night？
'Cause I ain't tryin to see the sunrise today
I've been burning bridges
Always burning bridges
I've been burning bridges
(I'm looking at a lifetime)
Always burning bridges
(in these past three years)
So tell me is this world we live in all right
Why does every conversation end in a fight？
Try to explain this life in black and white
'Cause I'm gonna see the sunrise today
I've been burning bridges
Always burning bridges
I've been burning bridges
(I'm looking at a lifetime)
Always burning bridges
(in these past three years)
I've been burning bridges
(I'm looking at a lifetime)
Always burning bridges
(in these past three years)
13.Rooftops
Starin' at the broke street light,
Some of those lonely nights,
I didn't know if we would make it through.
Stayin' up 'til 5 AM,
Watchin' the sun come up again,
I'd do it all again if i could.
So if I call will you be there？
I miss the nights we used to share...
Up on the rooftop,
Listening to punk rock,
Nobody believed that,
This could be our one shot,
That was all we had...
The nights that we wasted,
Got us through the days that,
Seemed never ending,
Always in a haze but,
We just didn't care...
No, we just didn't care...
The only place that we could go,
Starin' at a world we didn't know,
Wondering if this was all we had.
40 ounce, intoxicated dreams,
All our faded memories,
That's what made us who we are today.
So if I call will you be there？
(If I call will you be there？)
I miss the nights we used to share...
Up on the rooftop,
Listening to punk rock,
Nobody believed that,
This could be our one shot,
That was all we had...
The nights that we wasted,
Got us through the days that,
Seemed never ending,
Always in a haze but,
We just didn't care...
No, we just didn't care...
All these nights,
Left alone,
Is what made us...
All these nights,
Left alone,
Is what made us...
What made us...
Up on the rooftop,
Listening to punk rock,
Nobody believed that,
This could be our one shot,
That was all we had...
Up on the rooftop,
Listening to punk rock,
Nobody believed that,
This could be our one shot,
That was all we had...
The nights that we wasted,
Got us through the days that,
Seemed never ending,
Always in a haze but,
We just didn't care...
No, we just didn't care...
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