1.Cleansation
Go!
What do you expect from me!
Will I ever be who you want me to be?
Will I ever live up to your standards!
Will you always look down on me
Maybe Im not who you are!
Maybe I want to be myself
Live the life i've always dreamed about
This is not your path to choose...
Yes I taste it, yes I breathe it, yes I hate it, Yes I feel
strain from
our SEPARATION!
But..this is my life, this is my life, my cleansation, our
separation,
This is my life, this is my life,
Its not yours anymore
Why did you insist on ruling
Why did you try and control
Why didnt you ever listen to me?
Ignored me, like a DOG!
Maybe im glad we're apart,
Maybe im glad we dont speak anymore,
I feel better now, now that you are gone
Yes I taste it, yes I breathe it, yes I hate it, Yes I feel
strain from
our SEPARATION!
But..this is my life, this is my life, my cleansation, a
separation,
This is my life, this is my life,
Its not yours anymore x2
THIS IS MY LIFE! x3
NOW THAT YOUR GONE
2.The Impossibility Of Reason
You preach to me as if it matters
Never worrying about yourself
Or the wrong you've done
Think you know the way
Want me to follow you
Selfish lies you're set out to prove
So what if you had your faith
You should realize
Realize that you're already dead
You fall
You fall face down in the sight of yourself
No one to pick you up
Look what our lives have become
I steal fraom you as if it matters
No remorse to me
Or the shame to come
Thought I knew the way
Never followed you
No more time to lose, does it bother you
So what if I had my faith
You should realize
Realize that I'm already dead
I fall
I fall face down in the sight of myself
No one to pick me up
Look what our lives have become
And that's why hell
Is the impossiblity of reason
3.Pictures In The Gold Room
Dark room opens
No light for years
No way to find out
How long has it Been
Screams heard from a distance
The shredding sounds of pain
Lookung for reasons
Slowly becoming Insane
Four eyes staring
Such evil eyes
Picturing them
No longer alive
Accidental
Unintentional
Years ago
There was loss of control
Constant horrific nightmares
Life turned into a deadly maze
The haunting sounds play on
No more bruised feelings
Can it shine through this
Will it ever shine
The pictures in the gold room
No light
Can be this bright
Death is only a way
Desire and temptation
I lost you
False hope and rejection
Revenge and repercussion
Rejection, revenge, false hope
Repercussion fade to extinction
No way to explain
The blame has to be given
A wrongful accusation
Only stirs the rage
A fire that cannot be put out
Can only enjoy the insanity
To become the nightmares
Will end the dreams
Cold winter chills
No escape
Will this ever end
This is the final maze
4.Power Trip
Face to face
No time to waste
This is the time for revenge
Your claim to fame
Of crushing dreams
Your control has no hold on me
I hate the way
You have no shame
You act like nothing's happend
It's time to rise
The final fight
This is the last time
I will not fail again
I will not let you win
Fuck your power trip
I'll throw away
The wasted days
The chance for revenge
My claim to fame
Ended in vain
This was the last time
You are the one who's forsaken us all
Nothing has changed so together
We fall
I am the one who's led us to believe
You can't change me
5.Down Again
How many times can it change
How long will i be restrained
It's appailing to think that
All my time seems to be wasted
Will it or is it only beginning
Here on the inside
My life is not over
I'm down again
Fake Smiles surround me all day
No More can I tolerate
These excuses or all this
Constant Pressure overloading
Make it stop, the fire's always burning
6.Pure Hatred
I have told you things need to change
You never listend or came to my aid
The vicious cycle has not changed
My times's spent rearranged
Motherfuck it all
I can't stand this
Remember then I said
Everyone makes me sick
Well nothing has changed
I hate everyone
The vicious cycle still remains
Constant clusterfuck, bloodstains
Ignorance, you kill for God
Expression not allowed
You fucked it up
With your motherfucking games
Remember when I said
I was so ashamed
Well nothing has changed
You have to
Pick and choose your fights
You have to
Come out of this alive
I have told you things need to change
You never listend,never came to my aid
The vicious cycle still not changed
My judgement fades away
You'll never change me
Remember we are through
I am staying here
To betray all of you
And nothing will change
7.The Dehumanizing Process
Explode
Clear the way, the new king has arrived
To take your place while I've got you on your knees
I always had this vision of who I'd become
A powerful giant who could rule with ease
And who would
Bring the truth
I will bring the truth
Your time is up - ther's no chance left for you
Bring the truth
I will bring the truth
Your time is up as I end it for you
Was it me or were you just afraid
When you promised me nothing but a throne
When time comes you will hide the fact
That you will only be one way
A fake Liar
You can try to hide
It will all come back to you
You shatter dreams before they're fully dreamt
You're a pig and should die
I would feel no remorse
I honestly absolutely fucking hate you
Hate you
You can't change this
The only thing you have to remember is
Bury my dreams... I will bury you
8.Crawl
As i lay this all to rest
Shadows appear reminding me
Of all things left unsaid by me
Maybe one day you'll believe
That I will crawl
I will crawl on broken knees
It's beyond what you really need
Forcing it all out of you
Will I make your life complete
Come clean
Am I the sorrow
that you won't reap
Am I the secret
that you can't keep
Well I won't
until I'm complete
And I won't stop
until you believe
I won't stop until you need me
9.Stigmurder
Ever want to commit murder
Feel the rush as you kill
Looking into dead eyes
Collecting their last thoughts
Sometimes I feel no remorse
Sometimes I want a taste
Why am I so different
Than those who can just do it
I want to change what I've become
But I can't kill the urge
But I can't kill the urge
You are now mine forever
Walk with me one last time
You'll walk with me one last time
I feel you embracing
You wish it would end
I feel life for the first
Time i ever have
You cannot fuck with me
Like you have in the past
This time I will stop you
Dead in your fucking tracks
Your eyes close away
As I feel salvation
Now you pray
Light, the final vision
Your exes are black
I want to commit murder
Feel the rush as I kill
Looking into dead eyes
Collecting your last thoughts
I never feel remorse
Now I want a taste
I know I'm no different
Than those who can just do it
I want to change what I've become
But I can't kill the urge
I can't kill the urge
You are now mine forever
Stigmurder
10.Eyes Of A Criminal
This rage has overcome
No more will I shun
These thoughts I've had
This lie I've lived
I let them put the blame on me
Engulfed in hate
Retaliate
You can't conceal these thoughts
You can't diguise this rage
You have
Overstepped
Your boundaries
Now I've got
I've got your back against the wall
Forever trapped
Staring through the eyes of a criminal
A broken home
Left alone
An excuse you used
Don't bullshit me
Save all the breath that you can breathe
Engulfed in flames
Incinerate
You can't conceal my thoughts
And you can't disguise my hate
Staring through my eyes
11.Overlooked
Closing comments made you wonder
What was the start of it all
Hunting to find the answers
Unavailing attempts to be me
Hey
Did we distract you
Did we prevent you
Did we bore you
Did we stop you
And I'm
Betrayed by you
Won't be overlooked by you
Betrayed
Betrayed
Hoped you were thinking of redemption
Found out you erased the memories
Erased the thought of me
How can I believe in this untrue
I know I'm not insane
Come take a look in my eyes
12.Implements Of Destruction
Instrumental
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