1.My Lucky Day
Tell me what you saw that was so bad
Tell me all the reasons
Why you made me so sad
I wish that I was like you,
And I'm sorry that I'm not
At least I still have hope,
I guess that's all I've got
I know you must be happy
Thrilled that I'm not there
Yet I know that I will make it,
Make it good for me out here
And soon I will be smiling,
Everything will be okay
I'll not worry anymore,
that will be my lucky day
I wish that you'd seen something
Special 'bout me too
That you would think of something else,
Not just the way I look to you
I don't see what you see,
How different can I be
And why does it really matter,
I'm just being me
I know you must be happy
Thrilled that I'm not there
Yet I know that I will make it,
Make it good for me out here
And soon I will be smiling,
Everything will be okay
I'll not worry anymore,
that will be my lucky day
2.All I Can Say
If I got scared I don't know
It just didn't feel right anymore
Something's changed from before, I wish I knew
I did not want to hurt you, I don't want to still
But I'll be around, you know I will
I just have to face the day
Now all I can say
All I can say is, I need more
All I can say is, I'm so sorry for
The promises I made to you
What I said I would do
I could make it all good
I could say that I'd try
But that would be a lie, you don't deserve
I got lost in the moment,
I was lost in you
I tried to ignore it, but then I had to
Had to face the day
Now all I can say
All I can say is, I need more
All I can say is, I'm so sorry for
The promises I made to you
What I said I would do
And I'm hoping that you can forgive me,
And I'm praying that you don't think less of me
And I'm hoping that you, will see it too
See that it is for the better
All I can say is, I need more
All I can say is, I'm so sorry for
The promises I made to you
What I said I would do
3.How Would It Be
What have I done?
What if it's too late now?
Did I do all I could, did I?
Did I make it good, did I?
Somehow it doesn't feel right
Is it really all over?
Did I think it through, did I?
What if all I want is you?
And now
I won't see you again
The moment was there but we lost it
Time changed it all
And we let it
We let it happen
And now
I wonder how it would be
If things stayed the same and we liked it
The end of a search 'cos we found it
How would it be?
How would it be?
How would it be?
How would it be?
What have we done?
What if it's too late now?
Was it always like this, was it?
Was it something we missed, was it?
Somehow it doesn't feel right
Is it really all over?
Was it all it could be, was it?
Did I give you the best of me?
And now
I won't see you again
The moment was there but we lost it
Time changed it all
And we let it
We let it happen
And now
I wonder how it would be
If things stayed the same and we liked it
The end of a search 'cos we found it
How would it be?
How would it be?
How would it be?
How would it be?
And now
I won't see you again
The moment was there but we lost it
Time changed it all
And we let it
We let it happen
And now
I wonder how it would be
If things stayed the same and we liked it
The end of a search 'cos we found it
How would it be?
How would it be?
How would it be?
How would it be?
4.Hope You're Happy
I can speak about the pain you know
What you say you didn't see
I can show you all my scars you know
The ones I keep inside of me
Would that make it easier
Or would it be the same
Sorry that I could not be
As perfect as you wanted me
Just wondering what's going on in your mind
I sure hope you're fine
I hope your conscience is clear
Hope you're happy
I can tell about the times you know
When I wished to leave this world
I can read to you the letters I wrote
All the words you say you've never heard
Sorry that I could not be
As perfect as you wanted me
Just wondering what's going on in your mind
I sure hope you're fine
I hope your conscience is clear
Hope you're happy
Sorry that I could not be
As perfect as you wanted me
Just wondering what's going on in your mind
I sure hope you're fine
I hope your conscience is clear
Hope you're happy
Sorry that I could not be
As perfect as you wanted me
Just wondering what's going on in your mind
I sure hope you're fine
I hope your conscience is clear
Hope you're happy
5.What If
What if I don't wanna move one
If I like it as it is
Wanna keep it like this, for a while...forever
Just let me lie close to you
Don't wanna let you go, don't wanna let you go
If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
What if I don't wanna forget
Don't want anyone but you
Believe me, it's true, for a while...forever
Just let me stay here with you
I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna leave
If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
And I thought I could, let this go
I thought I would, but now I know
Now I know...
If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
6.Leave My Mind
Now I really cannot see,
If you were good for me at all
I wanna say, that everything's fine,
But it's not… but it's not
All the times you made me stay,
I see it all so clear today
And I wish I could
Turn back time… turn back time
If I had a choice
I'd leave all behind
If I had a choice
I'd make you leave my mind
Leave my mind
The things you had me do
Everytime you knew I would
I wanna say, that I was aware
But I can't… but I can't
All you tried to take away
I see it all so clear today
And I feel like a fool
I let myself down… let myself down
If I had a choice
I'd leave all behind
If I had a choice
I'd make you leave my mind
Leave my mind
And you begged me to trust you
I wish I never did
And you begged me to trust you
I wish I never did
If I had a choice
I'd leave all behind
If I had a choice
I'd make you leave my mind
Leave my mind
7.When You Were Around
I miss those times,
I miss those days
When you were around,
in so many ways
And it felt so safe,
and I was glad.
But now something's changed,
That makes me sad
And I, was waiting patiently,
But you never came
I realize it now, won't ever be the same? again
Won't ever be the same? again
If you're doing fine,
I don't know
You see, I gave up calling
long time ago
Haven't heard from you,
I guess that means
That I'm no good no more,
that's what it seems
And I, was waiting patiently,
But you never came
I realize it now, won't ever be the same? again
Won't ever be the same? again
You see, I gave up waiting ? for you to care
You're not there,
and I wonder if you? ever were
And I, was waiting patiently,
But you never came
I realize it now, won't ever be the same? again
Won't ever be the same? again
8.Never To Know
Did you know,
hidden by his clothes there are some scars
Some are recent,
some have been there for years
Did you know
It doesn't even hurt
It never really hurts, but there are tears
Do you want the real story,
or do you prefer the lie
Do you want to see him smile,
or maybe see him cry
Do you want to follow,
or let him go alone
For then, never to know… never to know
Have you seen the way he acts sometimes
And when you ask,
he'll say that he's okay.
Have you seen how well he pretends
Laughs out loud,
before he looks away
Do you want the real story,
or do you prefer the lie
Do you want to see him smile,
or maybe see him cry
Do you want to follow,
or let him go alone
For then, never to know… never to know
9.Eyes Closed
She could have, when she's had a chance to miss him
She could have kissed him, and you never would have known
She could have, when he asked if there is someone else
She could have said there's no one else, and you never would
have known
Her eyes are closed, all she sees is your face
All she needs is your touch, is that asking too much
She'll take you to that place,
Where nothing would feel better,
Just knowing that you're with her
She could have, when he asked to hold her hand
She could have given him her hand, and you never would have seen
What would happen if she did so,
What the ending would be like
Her eyes are closed, all she sees is your face
All she needs is your touch, is that asking too much
She'll take you to that place,
Where nothing would feel better,
Just knowing that you're with her
And in a way you're with her
In a way you never left her
But she misses you still, she misses you still
Her eyes are closed, all she sees is your face
All she needs is your touch, is that asking too much
She'll take you to that place,
Where nothing would feel better,
Just knowing that you're with her
10.It's True
I wish I could,
Sit here all alone
Thinking this is okay
Don't need anybody tonight,
Just complete silence and the candle light
And I'd drink my coffee,
Wouldn't worry at all... wouldn't worry at all
I would feel fine
Like I always do
I would be smiling
Laughing too
Don't need anybody,
Least of all you
And then I would convince myself it's true
It's true
I wish I could,
Stare at the wall
And see something different everytime
Everytime
The candle wouldn't stop burning
I could lay down,
And I wouldn't be crying
I would feel fine
Like I always do
I would be smiling
Laughing too
Don't need anybody,
Least of all you
And then I would convince myself it's true
It's true
11.Wish I Could
I thought I did everything right
I thought I treated you,
The best way I know how
But where do I find myself now
Where do I find myself now
I look around,
And my friend you're gone,
What did I do wrong
I wish I could say
that if you change you're mind I'm here
that if you call for me, I'm there
if you're hurting, I'll run fast
forget about the past
I'll be right by your side
Be right by your side
I thought you cared for real
I thought that I was good to you,
And made you smile a lot
But this is what I've got
I look around,
And my friend you are gone,
I guess you've been for long
I wish I could say
That if you change you're mind I'm here
That if you call for me, I'm there
If you're hurting, I'll run fast
Forget about the past
I'll be right by your side
Be right by your side
12.Blanket In A Park
Wish I could lay down beside you
On a blanket in a park somewhere
With some music and some wine maybe
Your gentle arms around me
I wouldn't wish for anything more
except that time would stand still
And I pretend
You were mine
And you'd never ever leave
And I would make you feel
The only place to be
Is where there's music, some wine and me
What if I could hold your hand and kiss you
And you'd feel nothing except we felt this right
You'd forget about time and spend the night
There, on a blanket in a park
And I pretend
You were mine
And you'd never ever leave
And I would make you feel
The only place to be
Is where there's music, some wine and me
And I pretend
You were mine
And you'd never ever leave
And I would make you feel
The only place to be
Is where there's music, some wine and me
And I pretend
You were mine
And you'd never ever leave
And I would make you feel
The only place to be
Is where there's music, some wine and me
Music, some wine and me
13.Still Here
I just can't help it
No matter what you say
It sounds you're far from okay
I know you're hurting
So please just stop the lie
Just say, say you'll try
Try to stop hiding, and show me how you are
I see through all the faces you put on
I know you're wondering, just how you got to this
All you've lost, all you missed
But it will be fine, and you'll be smiling
And you'll be grateful, for what's still there
And you'll be hoping that you still have it here
The things you thought you lost,
The things you thought were gone
I wish I'd seen it
A long time ago
At least, now I know
I need your promise
No point of asking why
Just say, say you'll try
Try to stop hiding, and show me how you are
I see through all the faces you put on
I know you're wondering, just how you got to this
All you've lost, all you missed
But it will be fine, and you'll be smiling
And you'll be grateful, for what's still there
And you'll be hoping that you still have it here
The things you thought you lost, were gone
But it will be fine, and you'll be smiling
And you'll be grateful, for what's still there
And you'll be hoping that you still have it here
The things you thought you lost
The things you thought were gone
The things you thought you lost,
The things you thought were gone
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